Worth THAT Again…?

My stomach has been upset for the last few days…I don’t know what it is, but yesterday morning before work I did the spit test again to see what was going on and ya know what? My spit had tunnels again, not just clouding the glass…so somehow the candida is growing again—I don’t understand this…am I THAT sensitive?! When is this going to end??

This morning, after sleeping in till 8, I did a saline flush.
32 ounces of water with 2 teaspoons of pink earth salt.
Warm the water if its been through a filter in your fridge, swish it around till the salt is dissolved.
CHUG CHUG CHUG CHUG
Get that whole thing down—it took me two minutes and I pretty much wanted to throw the whole thing up when I was done.
Colon cleanse here I come…
Try not to go to the bathroom for thirty minutes.
{If you attempt to do this, make sure you’re gonna be home for three hours…the bathroom is closely needed}

I’m taking yeast-away pills to help boost this out of my life.
I’m done, so done.
I had GOALS in a past post and I went back to look to see how far I’ve come…
In six weeks I’ve knocked out four and a half goals.

    • To be able to use my hands without worry of if my task will cause the pain in my hands to be worse.
    • To be able to flaunt myself to my husband without shame of my appearance.
    • To not be scared of taking showers. {cause of becoming too dry}
    • To be okay with people wanting to see my wedding ring.
    • No more consecutive restless nights of itching and pain.
    • To be able to give my husband a shoulder rub.
    • To not be afraid of what I eat and if I’ll have a reaction to it.
    • To help heal others because I am a testimony of healing.<————This one is in the works
    • To work out again; running and strength exercises

Okay, so I’m making progress through this long haul…its good to know that

  • starving all day——Is worth it
  • craving things that will harm me, but staying away from them——Is worth it
  • not smelling wonderful, but like a wanna-be-hippie——Is worth it
  • being tired and worn out——Is worth it
  • losing ten pounds and trying to gain it back——Is worth it
  • looking deeper into God’s will for my life——Is worth the whole thing again….

Yeah, honestly, I would probably throw things if I had to go through all of last year’s pain again, but if that side bar under my picture at the top of this page is true:

Come away with me as you enter the world of an adventurous soul whose purpose is to worship her Creator despite the hardships that invade.
This is a suitcase for my thoughts and plans and dreams.

Then my purpose is all I have to pursue—God is all I have to work towards, loving Him with all my heart and giving Him my thoughts and plans and dreams.

God, show me…show me where you want me…prepare me, continue preparing me.

I’m Moving Away

Some of you may know my pursuit of Grand Rapids,
and now, it’s finally worked out.
{{Well, this part at least}}

I am officially going to the west side of the state the first of August!!!

A wonderful living situation was established and pursued by my lovely childhood bestie–whom I will from now on call Rizo.
God truly set up a beautiful preface to this Grand Story.

I’m as overwhelmed as a new pup when it discovers the fun of dry food. Ya know when they just lay on the floor, paws sprawled out, tongue lapping up in an A.D.D. fashion…yup, that’s me…figuratively nonetheless.

I’m like flipping out in the realization that I’m gonna be seriously leaving. Of course visiting is important and I will miss many things of home, but the adventure and experience of it all is what I’m looking forward to most.

My dad has taught me so many wonderful traits from character and cars to finances and theology.
My mom has been faithful in raising me to enjoy the kitchen duties and sewing as well as basics such as laundry and gift creativity.
I know how to can jellies and applesauce as well as grape juice.
I continually seek wisdom as I know my luxury days of having their examples everyday of my life is slowly fading away.

Observance is key.

OH! And I got a summer hair cut; nice and short.
Hopefully Mi Amor will love it.

Well, I believe I’ve ranted enough for the night…excuse me for I need to go on Pinterest now and religiously look over the home decor pages.

Panama Clothes

Yes, I realize that I have both men and women followers, but this is on some of my progress towards Panama. So, Men…I’m sorry if this bores you. 😛

Today, I decided that I would get out my collections of skirts and shirts that I’ll be taking with me to Panama!!! To show you what patterns and colors I will be fashioning in the country, here are some pictures!


These, I will wear, along with the various tank tops I already own, as well as a few pairs of shorts.

Most likely in the afternoons when I get back to the house from being at the school, I will pull on a pair of shorts. But, then again, I might turn into a skirt lover.

The weather there is an average of ninety degrees, so therefore…I’ll be sweating profusely. arg.

God has already blessed me with figuring out more of my life, and what will be happening during the remainder of my senior year!!! YAY!

I’m feeling better today, and more accomplished.

~Praise God~